Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Well i thot hw gd the course will b..hearing frm others hw enjoyable it is..bt well tere's true n bad abt it ba..Always riding under the sun is hot n tired ba..n still we could only leave at tat time in the eveing n wasting 2 hrs of our time for lunch brk..yet tere is nth tere n nth interesting ard that whole building to spend my time beside slp..n in a uncomfortable place too..
Every wed, after work, we still nd to run ba..Tiring after one whole dae n still nd to run can really kills..erm..Today was nt feelin well in the afternoon so ended up restin in the locker rm while other 2 went for ride..Ended up they came baq quite early cose there's thunder n lesson was cancelled...N of cose..no nd go for a run too cose it's gg to run.. :)
Seriously everydae hw i wish i cld get out of the place tat makes me feel so tired n uncomfortable..mentally tired is all i cld sae after every dae.. Bt well tat's work..When i gt to shift work..guess it's worst.. Everyone always tell me to get prepared..haha..To hav more rest n stuff.. Well guess i still prefer to go to sch thn..Where tere's still ph n sch holi.. Argh!!~ Hw i hope i nd nt work n juz do watever i like everydae..hai~
Mayb ppl who noe me in the past will tink whn did i become like tat always complaining abt work whn in the past hw glad i will b to b working n earnin many money...Well im also tinking..where's the past me nw?
Or mayb like wat my mum sae..
Im too used to my comfort zone in the past..
B it work, life or anything..
Im seriously mentally tired..
At times i jiu feel so down cose of things..
How i wish i cld hav my freedom...
How i wish i gt my movitation...
How i wish im nt being treated tis way..
How i wish...
Bt at times..it's nt up to me to choose...
N i could only accept it..
Tat's life~
Alone i stand
5:38 AM
