Friday, April 30, 2010
...When i could feel u..
Alone i stand
11:57 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
...Thanks...
Everyone for ur wishes!~
Really didn't expect there's so much ba especially in fb...
:D
Well today gt work as usual ba..Till 5pm before i went to meet my frenz for dinner..Sorry to make u spend so much again..Erm..N really thanx woh..The present tat u gt for me..
I love it lots..
:)
At nite, my family bought a cake for me n had a small celebration..
Thanks once again..
:)
Finally i'm 21st le..Its time to get a bike!
:)
Alone i stand
5:19 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Friday nite went to meet up wif my poly mates for dinner ba..Been mths since we meet again...Haha..Ps woh to b late n thanx for the present..
:)
Well, Went to hav lunch at the taiwan snack cafe today..Forget its real name le thou..Haha
For the first time we order tat much tat the waiter gt stunted..Haha..
OMG~
After that went to novena to meet my family for an early celebration..Had a late lunch so dinner didnt really eat much thou n its an ex buffet...OMG~ Bt its really yummy thou..
Was damn full after tat n while my dad went to look for the atm, we decided to take some photos before gg hm..By the time home, i bath n ko straight cose tere's work tml..Argh!~ sian..
Alone i stand
11:55 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
...I always HATE april...
Alone i stand
6:37 AM
Friday, April 23, 2010
Tere's always a fullstop at the end
Cause of me
Guess life or death
Means nth to me anymore
Listenin to so many stories
Nw i juz waiting when's my turn
Guess i gt nth to hold on anymore
I hav been given up
N tats marks the end
If one dae i gone mia suddenly
I guess no one will noes too
Alone i stand
6:06 PM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Well i thot hw gd the course will b..hearing frm others hw enjoyable it is..bt well tere's true n bad abt it ba..Always riding under the sun is hot n tired ba..n still we could only leave at tat time in the eveing n wasting 2 hrs of our time for lunch brk..yet tere is nth tere n nth interesting ard that whole building to spend my time beside slp..n in a uncomfortable place too..
Every wed, after work, we still nd to run ba..Tiring after one whole dae n still nd to run can really kills..erm..Today was nt feelin well in the afternoon so ended up restin in the locker rm while other 2 went for ride..Ended up they came baq quite early cose there's thunder n lesson was cancelled...N of cose..no nd go for a run too cose it's gg to run.. :)
Seriously everydae hw i wish i cld get out of the place tat makes me feel so tired n uncomfortable..mentally tired is all i cld sae after every dae.. Bt well tat's work..When i gt to shift work..guess it's worst.. Everyone always tell me to get prepared..haha..To hav more rest n stuff.. Well guess i still prefer to go to sch thn..Where tere's still ph n sch holi.. Argh!!~ Hw i hope i nd nt work n juz do watever i like everydae..hai~
Mayb ppl who noe me in the past will tink whn did i become like tat always complaining abt work whn in the past hw glad i will b to b working n earnin many money...Well im also tinking..where's the past me nw?
Or mayb like wat my mum sae..
Im too used to my comfort zone in the past..
B it work, life or anything..
Im seriously mentally tired..
At times i jiu feel so down cose of things..
How i wish i cld hav my freedom...
How i wish i gt my movitation...
How i wish im nt being treated tis way..
How i wish...
Bt at times..it's nt up to me to choose...
N i could only accept it..
Tat's life~
Alone i stand
5:38 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Well its always the case
...I...
The cause of everything
...AM...
Tats shw wat a lousy friend i am
...Sorry...
Seriously i hate myself totally...
Alone i stand
7:54 AM
Friday, April 16, 2010
Finally the training ends today..My last off for it..N i gt my team le ba..Tere's gd n bad abt it.. N tat means i still nd to work on ph..Hai~ Bt heard everydae after work i might be able to leave eailer thn other team...Bt well..we shall c ba..erm..
Anyway heard frm others in division its veri tiring ba for their shift..Nw im consider luckily to hav 2 wks of training where i still gt to relax n play w/o worryin abt nite n afternoon shift..Bt soon its gonna b my turn..hw will i b thn?Erm..
Anyway for nw im gg attend the riding course..Nd to go baq to the start n learn again..bit boring thou..Hw i wish i cld upgrade straight to class 2A or 2 like the guys..ha..Bt well..I can take it a chance to practice..Like wat ppl always sae...Practice makes prefect..
N one gd thing!! Haha..I cld join bboy 2 le..Whoohoo..Im so happy to b able to cont for nw..N after tat..tink i will b tinkin if i cld join bboy 3 thn...erm...
Alone i stand
8:01 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Been working cont. for 1 whole wk n finally i gt my rest..which makes me so tired..a wkend to me nw makes me feel it's juz like any normal wkdaes..sian~ Anyway gonna nd many many rest ba..too tired liao..erm..
Luckily for me, im nw training so nt much paper work to do..haha..n nt much things for me to handle..Bt i still looking forward to gg for the riding course.. I hope tat i can learn many interesting things frm tere..haha..
Anyway tis time round..im firm..After my birthdae, I gonna get a bike for real tis time..no more waiting anymore...Cose i really nd my own transport tis time..
Alone i stand
6:50 PM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
First dae reporting to tis unit n was following T4 for morning shift...Act time goes quite fast today followin in the car patrolling at the expressway going up n dwn..Bt act its veri tiring too ba..N tis wk im workin 7daes straight..Tired is all i can sae..Hope tat they will give me baq 1 off..Anyway, i can forsee wat i gg to face whn im on the road alone ba..Today learnt many things again abt tis dept n it is nt so easy as wat it can b seen..
Well glad im in the car today cose the weather keep changing frm hot bright sun n big rain n sun rain.. Tat is wat i nd to face whn on bike few mths ltr n im gonna b alone depending only on myself to decide everything..
Was told of many things today n well.. most imptly i learn today is SAFETY FIRST!~
Especially mine..haha..Im being reminded tat most impt is to always make my way baq to base safety.. I'm glad today tere's nt much cases tat i attend today..
Well, I need to prepare myself for everything tat im gg to face soon..
I nd to learn fast starting frm nw..
Alone i stand
5:41 AM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Finally my 3 daes of training is over~ omg..no more office hrs n nd gg to report to my dept tml..Which means it's shift work..Erm..Really learn alot frm the 3 daes training thou abt diff dept..N some makes me feel tat tat dept is beta thn those patrol ba..Bt well, i'm jiu kanna patrol..bt the '8' hrs work at least did cheer me bit?haha.. Gonna report morning shift tml n nd be tere at 6.45am..N its so early tat i don't hav train or bus at all to go tere ba..Terefore hav to ask my dad drive me tere n make him miss his slp..
In tis unit, im gg thru another 10 daes training n all is morning shift to get to mix ard wif all the team..Still nt sure wat team im gg to n hav to wait till 10 daes ltr to noe my shift n frm thn follow tat shift work le..Nw nd my dad to send me tis 8daes..feel so bad to wake him up so early ba..n well i gt no choice bt to beta get my own transport..erm..Don't wish to keep trouble him n make him miss his slp ba..
Nd to wake up early for work tml..Gonna finish my last mindmap asap n gg slp lo..
Alone i stand
10:26 PM
Monday, April 5, 2010
Today is my first dae reporting to tat headquater..OMG! its damn far n took me abt 1.5hr to reach..Luckily i only nd report at 8.30am.. Haha..Nw thn i noe more abt the things tere ba..It's nt juz wat we thot tat tp means petrol..Tere's act many dept all in juz a building..All dept gt tere gd n bad things ba..Will be having 3 daes office hr training before i noe which dept im gg to..
Will b gg thru all the depts to understand the roles of it during tis 3 daes n tere will b a test on wed..Argh~ haha.. n after each dae of training, i nd to do a mindmap of wat i learnt on tat dae.. Tats when i seriously noe tere's so much in tp tat i didn't noe wat all or wat normal ppl won't hav noe too ba..
Gt my locker too n i seen other ppl locker gt so much things in it..Even those bathing stuff r tere too..I guess i don't feel so hm yet to put so many things in it thou..N somemore i find the locker arrangement quite eerie in a way like those u seen in ghost movie..Haha..The weird smell n a weird silent in it tat makes me wish to get out of it fast..The air is so dead inside tat room...
Anyway Ended late n by the time i reach hm after tat 1.5hr journey, tired is all i can sae..
N still nd to do mindmap n make it as creative as possible..omg~ Wondering which dept i will b gg too..
This is what im taught to do whn im new..
Alone i stand
10:05 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
It's my last dae of leave ba n so called the last wkend i had le ba.. After today, i will b working shift work n who noes whn i cld gt to leave on wkends..Sian~
Went to marina barrage for kite flyin and it's fun!! Haha..Since long nv fly kite le n running on the wet grass make us so muddy n dirty bt who cares!~ As long as it's fun..hehe..Luckily it stopped raining le ba bt yet tere's nt much wind in the afternoon..Luckily we managed to fly the kite successfully when eveing comes..hehe..Played till 6+pm i tink before heading to marina square tere for dinner..Ended up nt feeling well so didn't eat much thou..Ps woh to everyone n thanx for taking care of me..
Alone i stand
11:48 PM
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Regret joining bboy so late ba despite keep saing i wan n love bboy since i started to learn to dance..Tried to learn by myself in the past n fail..haha..nw went to bboy1 n its so fun n i did improve compared to when im learnin myself..So fast it's last lesson today le ba..N hw much i hope i cld contd to join bboy2..bt due to work nw..due to the shift work i am in..i couldnt ba..hai~ I will contd n try to learn again by myself..
I won't give up de!~
Alone i stand
11:39 PM
