Thursday, April 30, 2009

Well i dont noe wat u mean by tat bt

............

I noe wat i shld do frm now onwards

I miss u.hai~
I miss the day.

Alone i stand
7:30 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Im always used to taking bus in the past cose of bus concession...n althou journey might be longer, i dont mind cose i gt to sit..N after tat as i gt no time i changed to train concession...BT nw i cant buy concession le :(

N well, gt to take bus today n really enjoyed the whole trip veri much.Ha cose i gt to sit n slp!! N i gt hm damn fast n straight at my house tere.hehe bt cose abit more lor..Its beta than standin n slpin on train being so ps ba.Cose Im standing n im so tired..hai~

Anyway LOVE ANAN n RACHEL's class today..Tiring bt fun!!

Today gt to off again..veri gd.hehe bt i felt the more i rest, slp, the more tired i am on tat dae or even the dae after. I gt no strength to work or even to at all n even my college noticed it..ha ps i juz dont noe y im so tired~ erm...

I feel..
Speechless
Too tired..

Alone i stand
9:47 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The dae Travis was born 27/4/2009

He's really veri cute~

Shall upload the pics nxt time :)

Alone i stand
7:19 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009

Went both class: hei n hua
OMG~ its dope..bt as usual..hai~

Anyway
..The dream is over..

Alone i stand
10:32 AM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Well tere's still 40mins before everythin is over..I really tink tat dance really change my everything ba..In all aspects~ even my character n so..

But most importantly.. Im glad to hav so more frenz ard me..Be it old or new..haha..I can only sae tat tis yr its my most wonderful dae i ever had.. The first time tat i spend wif so many people n so many daes :)

Lastly, I won't forget today too..

...The dae im 20...

Thank you everyone!!

Alone i stand
8:18 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Today work was tired ba..n i did stone sometimes for awhile early in the mornin cose im too tired...off work late at night wif so many things to do make me veri vrei tired nw..n tomolo nd wake up early again..erm..Hope i can wake up..ha..Well thanx Ah 'Ling' for today again woh~ hehe..

To my tat 7 yr frend..haha..U're a great frenz..thanz lots..n seriously, I love working n schling wif u.. :) Plz do take care.. :)

N to many poly frenz..I noe tat all of us r nw veri busy wif work..bt really thanz alot too n im sry tat we cant make up a time to make up again together..Bt well...Thanx alot too n im glad i noe u guys :)

I felt bad over it thou..erm..

Anyway i dont feel anything at all..It really juz a normal dae..

Alone i stand
8:31 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

Well..today work was tiring..y? cose i had been slping late for past 2 daes n i was so tired tat i was even late for work for 1 hr..ahha~
Went for dance at night n omg~ i really nd to buck up sia..like gettin worst..My turns..My 2 turns~

N after tat Xuan bought a birthdae cake for me.somemore frm hospital de.ha bit ps bt really thanz alot.The cake is nice too. :) its a short one thou cose everyone meetin someone n nd to go off..ha..Allegra happened to walk past me wished me too..ha thanz again..

N after tat went to meet tat Jessica..Haha n she gave me a 'surprise' wif sher n denise..Really thanz alot guys for waitin for me n meetin me so late.. :) n the cake is really nice..I tink it must be ex cose its frm awfullychocolate..erm..Went to eat ramen after it n luckily they find it nice..hope they like it.

Anyway Esther jy for ur exams woh!!!~ :)

Got to work at 5am tomolo n im gg work 17hrs till 10pm...I wan to slp..n its 12.27am nw le.erm~ Bt luckily i can off on sun bt still it will be a tiring dae for me cose i nd wake up early..ha~
Anyway thanz everyone once again :))

Well i'm still waitin n waitin..
When will u....?

Alone i stand
9:15 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Well..seriously i hope i wont be workin on tat dae..it will be veri rush for me ba n i'm 99% sure i cant leave at 12pm de lor..n 12pm leave also counted as too late le ba..hai~

How i wish u will care..

How i wish u can be tere for me..

How i wish u will tok to me..

How i wish i'm diff..

How i wish u will find my page here..

How i wish....

I miss u..

Tinkin of u every moment..

Makes my dae happier...

Bt sad at the same time..

How i wish i can c u everydae..

Be wif u everydae..

How i wish...

Juz a simple miss n thots for u..

Alone i stand
8:53 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Well..tok alot to ah 'ling' today till i totally nv bothered wat the others was tokin abt act...ha like when the others tok to me n so i like nv care..psps~ haha

Anyway went for dance as usual today :) hehe hh n of cose WAACKING~hehe woh really love both of it n i can find im getting beta at anan class :) n hope i really did too..

After class, although so obvious bt..Mousey n Jaa..Really thanz alot :)) hehe..I love it!!! N it's also first time gt it frm them.ha~

Thanx so much once again

Anyway i'm so sry to my poly frenz..erm..

Alone i stand
9:06 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Y shld i keep hanging on there..

Its juz so tired..

I must learn to let go..

To accept the fact of wat it is..

Please give me the courage to do it~

...To forget...

Alone i stand
8:15 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009

1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as “Did That Happen To You?”
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
- Go diff direction as it goes~

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
- Groove to it?erm..

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
- Erm..(Ha i use tis often too)

4.What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
- None of my business.ha i like jiu hao.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
- faster stand up n pretend nth happened.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer)
- Rush it out on the spot.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
- Nod head jiu hao

8. You just finished a shower and accidentally drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
- Wat de~

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
- I don't believe tat.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?

- Yes of cose :D

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
- Its the thots tat counts :D

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
- c wat c..ha

TAGGGGGGGGGGG ( to only those who have blogs )

1.Jasmine
2.FongYee
3.Seklin
4.Doris
5.Tiffany
6.XueLi
7.Jessica
8.Esther

Ha ok nt many ppl noe i gt blog so i only can tink of tis few~ n i was Tag by tat APS~~~ haha i was also veri bored so i do it for fun..

Alone i stand
8:39 AM

Today is a mon again..erm..as usual i die in class today..haha n tere's many ppl in class..omg~ Thn saw chun in osch..n she's willing to give me extra lesson tomolo.Thanx alot :)

Anyway i was act always kou shi xin fei.ha~ I act longin for tat dae bt yet hope tat dae won't come..so indecisive.Every yr it will be wif diff ppl, n every yr its always the same..hai~ sad is all i can sae~ erm..Nw i'm wondering..its so weird..

did i made the right move?

who am i to them?

Shld i or shld i not?

Longing yet...

I'm scared...

Alone i stand
8:27 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Woh today gt to off frm work n so went osch in the afternoon for alex n fredy class..erm...its so tiring today. First time gg to alex class n i dont really used to the style the warm-up already veri tired le.ha

Went xl hm after tat cose today is her BIRTHDAE` ~ ha Managed to gave her 3 surpries althought the last one is like bit fail..Anyway

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAE XUELI!!

Hai~ i keep missing u..n no matter hw much i wish i cld forget u..i can't~

Alone i stand
9:58 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

Its the 4th lesson for street jazz today n omg~ haha i tink i will love the routine although i havent learn it yet.ha Anyway, learning hw to turn 2 turns make me so unwell juz nw.. bt nw im so hungry.. ha

IM CRAVING FOR THE ORCHARD RAMEN NW

...erm...

Alone i stand
10:39 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

well yster was baq for waacking~ whoo i love it so much :)
N i gg broke soon cose im gg try out for the dance classes in june n they r ex..omg~ bt i tink its worth it :D haha

Anyway my comp was baq too today..All my data r gone n i nd to search for all programs again..sian~

Jus gt to noe in the afternoon..today is my chinese birthday :)

Alone i stand
5:32 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

I act had a fall durin wokin on sat and i fell hard on my right butt. I thot it was nt srious at all bt when im walkin i can feel the pain tere ba..My mum juz helped me rub n said that it was act injured in the inside n sae i might nd go for acupuncture will be beta..OMG~

Anyway everytime after class i always feel like askin hw do i fair in the class..no matter whose class isit..be it hiphop, reggae, mtv, waackin..n of cose today too bt i dont dare to ask ba..ha its always like tat cose i act noe where my mistakes are n yet i dont noe hw to change to improve..

Like today.. mistakes made:
1)Not low enough
2)Forget steps
3)Not open enough
4)Nv stop
5)Nt enough hold
n many many more

Omg~ i juz made all those mistakes.I felt i nv improved at all n i dont noe wat to do.hai~ bt well jaa asked y was my face so red when the class ended today n i noe n felt tat today i did enjoyed myself more compared than usual bt it still nt enough cose i made so many mistakes!!!Zzz. Ok jy is all i can sae.. N act i noe my mistakes i still feel like asking.ha.Today i was veri tired n i tink veri obvious ba.
I'm glad u care, at least i tink u r.ha

Ok this mth is quite unlucky to me ba cose had been injured everywhere n many things had happened unluckily.N maybe i bit dread tat dae too.Anyway as usual its juz a normal dae..

where i dont dare to hope much for.
On a happy note, its long since i saw u. It has been 2 yrs i tink n i almost can't recongise u. Bt when i saw its u i dont noe y i started to smile to myself. :) U're act still the same.Don't noe wats ur name, hw hav u been or even which sch u r or r u still schin?well... :)

Alone i stand
8:18 AM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Haha im so glad he won. I like his voice n he's cute :) I love the last song tat he sang~ 下一个天亮.. The song is veri meaningful..

Alone i stand
8:29 AM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Well act i must be glad tat im still here bloggin ba..ha..tis morning nd to work at 7am instead of 8am as tere r less ppl working..

While i was gg to work as usual bt eariler, i crossed the road dwnstairs n was honk by a car which was juz one car distance away frm me. n the most IMPT thing is, the green man is lit for ppl to cross, n the light red was lit for the car to stop. There was a guy who was crossing the same traffic light as me bt he walked faster. When the car honked, both of us turn n both of us juz turn baq straight baq again. As he was ahead of me, of cose he wont kanna so he was veri calm i tink. Bt for me..the car was coming straight at me n i can clamly turned baq after looking at the car n continued walking the same speed across the road as i clearly saw tat it was still green man n nt even flashing. Bt i tink i felt the car did slowed dwn abit althought still fast after he honked at me.

Nw i noe hw accidents occured le ba..At tat moment when i was honked n saw the car coming, I was still veri calm n did nt feel anything at all.ha. I wasnt even tinkin abt nth at tat moment while most ppl might be shocked or will even run ba i guess.

Well i must be thankful for today.. :)

N i tired frm work nw. Zzz

...i miss u..

Alone i stand
8:25 AM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Well work was tired today n suddenly tere's so many job offer for me..i shld be happy bt instead im stress over it..Zzz n so i gave up all..where pay r all higher than my current job..hai~ ok im veir veri tired n tomolo i gt to off.. :)

Anyway juz wan sae thanz :)

Im happy to hear wat u sae..Although i noe u wont be seeing tis bt i really juz wan sae thanz alot..im quite touched.. :)

Alone i stand
8:19 AM

Monday, April 6, 2009

i really miss her class...ermm..its already the 3rd time i nv go le...n i tink i break my record of nt goin for 3 times countinuously..

Last fri went to watch tpde concert n its nice ba..bt cose of work meet her late..ps...

I tink tat the way to present the dance out is quite special lor cose its abt a fairytale.veri funny lor...

Anyway some things happened during work on sun ba..n i scared xiao mei also.n also those left in the shop.haha.ok i was quite shocked by wat i did also.hav been quite emotional recently n somemore was havin cramp..erm..act when i saw tat i can finally off on wkends im happy ba..tere's finally the time where i can rest on 1 wkends..bt tinkin...it means less money le ba..hw i wish i can work more on wkdaes then wkends no nd work..haha.
Nw im tinkin of lookin for delivering job..seems fun bt pay little ba..erm...ok i juz nd a job wif flexible timin cose morning job then night dance..hope to find a job where i can suit in my off dae nw..erm...

Anyway my hm desktop is dead again..gonna send it for repair so might nt go online so often nowdays..

Wed gg anan class..a dae to look forward to :)

hav been mentally n physically tired nowadays..hai~ i nd help...i wan to break free..free frm those pain..

Alone i stand
8:50 AM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Well..hope tat fredy can really get well soon~ I wan to c him baq to dance again n i will miss his class..

Anyway love anan class today :) I feel veri gd in her class today ha..n after tat nv go street jazz cose it was taken by eve n we dont noe abt it..Well rachel is nt feeling well today n hope she get well soon too..Went to watch Hotel for dogs today..its veri veri nice..The dogs r so cute :)

O tis sun went batam wif alot of ppl..ha n it was really fun.I quite enjoy myself expect for the 2 digustin thing tat climb on my leg.Zzz...n reallt thanz fy for the camera :) hehe.cose of tat i quite high over it tis few daes. Tink im crazy abt it.ha~

Ok enough of tat..

Memories~I miss u guys..

...Edited...

The abov post i posted it yster at night bt i changed the time n so cant be posted yster straight after i write it.

Ok i'm a bit random so ya my entry seems to jump dae by dae.ha..today finally gt a day to rest after work at 2pm and tere's no dance at night ba. Hav been really tired tis few daes.. N i juz gt a call frm tat job again askin if i can go baq to tat work again for 1 wk cose they hav a new assign. I wish to cose of the money ba bt my other job will hav prob dealin wif it again..erm..besides tat.. i dont really like to work wif guys ba..ok maybe juz 1 of them..really wan thanx the 2 tat helped me tat time n nt like tat one..Tinkin tat i shld'nt continue..well..so sian..

Was wondering tere's so many masks all ard me..Its hard to understand them~They can be so friendly at one moment n nt after a few seconds..

Read, See, Hear things tat i dont wish to.. Y is ppl able to be so gd wif one another..y do they seem to hav so many things to tok to..so many why? n why isn't it be me.. lonely is tat a word to sae?

Alone i stand
1:41 PM