Sunday, March 28, 2010
For the first time i gt 2 chalet on the same dae ba..haha..
SO i ran both sides..n juz nice they r only 1 blk diff ba..R07, S07...
1 is xinyee's 21st birthdae n the other is my squad gathering..N it's a sun n im so glad i nd nt bk in anymore le ba..orelse i jiu can't make it for the birthdae celebration le which is at nite..Reached tere abt 7+pm n stayed till 10+pm before hm sweet home..By the time gt home ard 1+pm le ba..haha..Glad i nd nt wake up early the nxt dae...
Well, nw im gg enjoy my 1 wk holi ba..don't noe hw will it b like whn i started working..Tere r many things i wan go n do ba..hai~ Hope tat i will hav the time..
Erm..Suddenly i dread working so much..
N also wondering hw my 21st birthdae will b like..Juz started out working n don't tink i wan to take leave to celebrate too..To me, it will juz b a normal dae..
Anyway some photos frm xy's celebration...:)
Alone i stand
11:31 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
So fast its the 2nd last lesson for bboy..OMG!~
haha..Last lesson gonna b at scape..
I hope tat i can really continue bboy2..Cose it's really damn fun..I wan to train harder to do beta..
:)
Alone i stand
7:28 PM
Friday, March 26, 2010
Went baq juz to de-kit today ba..Nw we cld juz walk inside like a big shot~ haha..Its a waste of time thou n made us waited for so long..They even provided us wif the last lunch tere..Damn it~ Whn hw i long to live tat place asap..
Finally after lunch, we finally noe our posting..Some r disappointed n some r happy cose they gt their choice..I'm the lucky one to gt my 1st choice..Bt i also can't imgaine im gg to b a TP..haha the one whom i always laugh n sae i hate their uniform..When i heard i gt to tp, my feeling was quite neutral ba cose i did't thot of even gg in after hearing tat chances r low..n i had backed up my plan n ended up i really hope to go tat way..Bt still, here i am being a tp..I did gt my own reason ba anyway to y i wan b tp..
:)
I know that they r many ppl who r worried for me cose i will riding a bike..I will promise to b careful!~ Plz don't worry..I hope tat tis job cld b beta than wat i thot..I like freedom..
22 May~!!
Wait for me~
I won't let u down..
Alone i stand
5:47 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
PASS OUT!~~
Well finally it's my turn to pass out lo..haha..getting more n more slack as daes goes..n finally today everything is over..Still don't noe my postin ba..Hw i really wish i cld go to the place tat i really wish to go to..erm..
N stupidity i nd to go baq tml juz to do some minor stuff which cld b done today ba..Beta nt make me stay too long tml..Damn sian..
Anyway today..the last dae of everything tat act content quite many memories for me ba..N act i miss my corner, my bed, the staircases..Nw tinking tat i'm baq at hm..Instead i feel tat i do nt hav my quiet time anymore ba..Can't b leave alone as n whn i like n juz do the things i like to do..erm..
N tinkig baq hw my fi made the malay girls keep crying like tere's no tml ba...n he himself tear too after c-ing wat the malay girls had done for him on behalf of our squad..
Anyway 1 of my squadmate cld nt make it wif us tgt cose of ippt ba..Hope tat he will really able to pass out soon too..
The thing for FI~
Thanks for always being tere for us!!~~
N i also wan sae thanx to someone who is always tere for me for the past 7+mths..
Sorry for all the troubles all tis while too..
Alone i stand
7:02 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Alone i stand
6:07 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
...6 MORE DAYS...
ps. It gonna b veri lengthy
Time flies veri quickly ba..N finally the dae the whole squad always long for it here.. We r nw the senior squad n nxt wk we r passing out le..Everyone is veri happy abt it bt it also means we r gonna miss someone..The someone who love us the most n we love him too..
To me, Whenever i leave a school since young, i don't act like any teacher at all cose i tink that they r all baised lots...Even if they r nt, they don't care abt u at all..Therefore, all my teachers after i left..I don't go baq to c them at all..N i noe they won't even remember me cose i'm juz a normal girl in the class..
Bt tis time, it's diff..I'm might b as close to him as hw the others r, bt i noe he is nt baised and he is always noticing one n each of us..He always like to play n joke ard wif us n even tease us...I remembered the first time when i went in n he was nt ard on the first dae..So wat we all noe was his name n yet nt noe hw he looks like..On the second dae, he was tere wif another fi who take us bt yet he didn't tell us who he is..Instead he tell us tat we will c him soon n tat's whn we slowly gt to realise he was the one...
After abt 2 mths ltr, he followed n acc us during our meals time..At first i still tinkin y must he always b tere..N he always sae tat he love us n will miss us whenever we leave camp for things n won't b baq for daes..The other squad will always ask y is our fi following us n i always sae cose he love us too much...N they reply was "so good!"...At tat time to me..i was juz ok lo..haha..I admit i'm always cursing n swear whn he brought us to run cose i hate running! haha..bt whn we r nt running, he's veri gd..
N one dae whn our squad was having our lowest point well everyone hav a tok n tear, i was yet being heck care n smiling tinkin wat time can i bk out..haha...Bt when we r abt to bk out, i didn't realise n dont noe y cose of him i tear..cose i heard he was hospitalized n he sae he won't give up on us no matter wat..
Yster the girls did something wrong again n he was being bombed by the others during meeting..He was damn unhappy n shouted at us for the first time..N after tat sae sry to us cose he had no where to vent his anger..He even said tat he was nt angry wif us bt wif those ppl who always like to pick on us ba..Bt yet we noe we r at wrong too..Being delayed for walk out n he said instead of gg baq bunk to clean up, y nt stay tere wif him awhile longer..n he sae he want to c us smile n we started light topic..A topic tat make the malay girls cried n laugh at the same time like tere's no tomolo..Cose of wat he said to us..I was bit affected by wat he sae ba cose he was really veri gd n i can c his eyes r getting red..
We r act also his first squad tat he acc us wherever we go n will treat us food n so..He told us tat he himself don't noe y too bt juz tat he love us..He had nv treat his past squad the same n he sae he won't treat the same to his other new squad too..N nw we r leaving to pass out soon...He was quite upset bt he noes tat we won't leave him at all..
:)
He's a great fi n always the first person tat can affect me so much ba out of all teachers in the past althot he's nt really a teacher bt a field instructor..haha...Anyway juz wan sae a big thanx to him n i'm glad to hav him as my fi..I won't forget him at all..I will post up his photo whn i gt all the photos frm my squadmate..
:)
Alone i stand
8:59 AM
Friday, March 19, 2010
I'm used to it
...I hav lost hope..
Alone i stand
5:46 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Countdown to 1 more bk in n out n 12 more daes to go
:)
Can't wait for i to come..
Its getting more n more worst inside...
Hate it to the core~
But well once out..i need to b prepared for the nxt challenge coming up
Hope i cld get wat i wan..
erm..
Alone i stand
9:33 PM
Monday, March 8, 2010
Woh baq frm a veri good experience tis wk ba...when for attachment bt its juz for 3 daes.. 2 morning shift for me n a nite shift.. i hear from my squadmate tat some of them cld leave as early as 7+ pm while for me..? it's always till 9+ before i could leave..n the best of all.. Im posted to sengkang area..n took me 1hr 45 mins to travel here n tere..omg~
Well it's a veri good experence for me ba...to able to experience hw isit gonna b outside n got to many of many things happening outside.. n they r all nth beta to do is all i can sae...OMG!!! On fri cose of 2 girls i waited for 2 hrs causing me to end work late...n all i told them was nxt time plz choose the correct time...On sat stupid neighbours cause me to end work late again..omg~! N on sun..early in the morning wake me up from 'sleep' n cause me end work late again..Damn it..haha..
Bt tere's gd n bad to experience hw life will b outside ba...But well.. I wish i cld b a tp ba...
In the past i nv thot of hopping to go tere ba..bt then nw after tinkin...i really wish i cld go in..Erm...bt hear tat chances r slim..
hai~
Alone i stand
9:18 PM
