Thursday, August 13, 2009
I hav been enjoying my fast fews daes so much after it been postponed.Postponed for 1 whole mth.Nt noeing whn will they call again nor did i ever tink abt it at all anymore..Till today...
Whn i first received the letter 2mths ago..i still hav 1mth to prepare to enjoy life..In the end whn they postponed, n im act so happy..cose there r so much things tat i wanted to do..n things r also gettin beta beta n tats whn i noe u nt for long.Or mayb i won't b so upset at tat time if it nv postponed ba.bt nw..it's all diff le~
Juz at 7+pm today..after i send a msg to someone..i jiu reached a call..A call tat i suddenly dread so much..Juz whn things r gettin beta, n hw much i enjoyed myself for the past few daes..nw i only 'left' wif 5 daes..erm..at tat time whn i thot i hav to 'go in', i was worried if i cld make it for tat impt dae~ n nw i felt.. Its has been gd to me too..To at least let me be tere for those impt daes before the call came..Still i was really veri upset nw, cose i hav planned everything so nicely for the nxt 2 wks n nw all my plan has to b cancelled..
Was wondering, will it b the same again like 1 mth ago tat they sae it will b postponed again..nw hw i wish it will again..at least till 1 more mth..I can't go for dance anymore..n mostly imptly, rectial audition is here..n its only nxt wk yea i dont noe if i hav the time for it nt..Im so lookin forward for it to come since last yr..N i hav a frenz who has a sch proj..nw i dont tink i can go for it too le ba..
Imagine everything was planned so nicely, n last min it hav to be all cancelled.. I hate last min stuff!!! Nw i only left wif 5 daes of freedom..I wished the training won't b so bad as wat i tink..
This time round, i'm nt prepared at all~
I'm sorry i can't be tere for u everydae anymore..
All i wish nw is juz to spend the nxt 5daes wif u..
I don't wish to do anything anymore bt juz b wif u..
I enjoyed those daes juz as much as hw u enjoyed it(I hope)..
I love the nite..
I love the time where tere's only u n me..
Durin my off dae in the 6mths, My time will all b reserved for u first..
I miss u..
N lastly,
I love u..
Alone i stand
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