ok juz dont understand y they juz cant get it..wtf lor..as if i dare to go buy w/o their persmission.they sound as if they give me a chance to buy n nw they crashed all my hope..i noe they tink its for my own gd bt y juz they understand too..noe wat..ever since they give me my freedom, i was veri happy n still i respect wat they sae n listen to it..n im sometimes glad i gt no family commitment ba..it has been long since we went out for dinner or something..cose everyone is nw busy wif their own stuff..sometime i juz dont wish to hm early too cose i will juz face the comp straight ba..bt when i heard someone saein they goin for family dinner or somethin..i miss it too..bt ok i juz love the way we r nt..lets juz nt change it ba cose i rather wan it be tis way then..sometimes im juz so lazy to tok to them.. Ok my family is all those independent type..unless we tell one another, we wont noe wat r we doin ba..n ok act i really dont understand them at all..wat they r doin outside n so..ok sae so much also cause of the bike thing..shld i juz go ahead wif it?
Im juz gettin more n more tired..i dont wish to tok anything, i dont wish to care anymore..I juz wan be alone..I dont wish to tink anymore cose i too tired..too tired to carry on..
Even if i wan care...i wan it frm u bt i noe their wont..
